For the past couple of weeks my household has been stressful and loud. No one wants to fix their mistakes or better themselves and that's where the first solutions start. Fixing yourself. I am working to stop yelling back at siblings who I would love to fight back with but I hold back and hide in my room for a while. Whatever problems occur in your lives, I understand.
In some scenarios police have been involved so stress makes a giant leap in my life. Schoolwork is harder to focus on but when I get a C on a pre test in Geometry, that's a small motivator. Last week I had a dance solo and the praise made my spirits lift but now I get to rest for a week from dance. But as a therapeutic move, I dance to my music that make me forget my home life.
For those of you who want to get away, much further, my sister went to spend some time at a grandparents house and that could be great for all of us. Try to stay with a friend who you know can be a positive influence on you. If leaving home is impossible, Make school a even higher priority. Join some clubs or organizations for credits pr join a study group. I know school does not sound like a fun alternative to avoid drama, but if you don't focus on the work, you WILL have even more stress when graduation comes closer (it's next year for me). Make a choice to improve and let yourself be happy with the smallest things like a pet, a good book, a great dream or whatever else you find that may inspire you.
I hope the rest of your week goes well, and I apologize for not posting as much to those of you who read this blog. Thank you for being patient.
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